Breathe, Amerique. What I want out of this is a better understanding of the situation. I've only arrived recently and we haven't spoken much--it's only reasonable.
I know how difficult it can be; and I also know that you and he care quite a lot for one another. You're telling me you love him, I know that too.
You are still so young yet you've come so far, even by your year. If you knew the true measure of how unique you and Mattie are, I doubt you would have accomplished it all in the first place.
It isn't your intentions that I mean to call into question, Amerique. When I ask you what you expect from this relationship I do not ask why you are in it. I ask what you want from it beyond what you already have.
Enjoy it. Please be happy while you can, Alfred. Treading the wandering road of love can be so very hard. And that is just where humans are concerned! When a nation allows themselves to open in such a way, that road can and will become treacherous. If Tatsumi is as he says, and does not age, that does not change who and what you are.
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Date: 2011-09-07 06:29 am (UTC)I know how difficult it can be; and I also know that you and he care quite a lot for one another. You're telling me you love him, I know that too.
You are still so young yet you've come so far, even by your year. If you knew the true measure of how unique you and Mattie are, I doubt you would have accomplished it all in the first place.
It isn't your intentions that I mean to call into question, Amerique. When I ask you what you expect from this relationship I do not ask why you are in it. I ask what you want from it beyond what you already have.
Enjoy it. Please be happy while you can, Alfred. Treading the wandering road of love can be so very hard. And that is just where humans are concerned! When a nation allows themselves to open in such a way, that road can and will become treacherous. If Tatsumi is as he says, and does not age, that does not change who and what you are.
And so... I worry for you, trying the impossible.
You always love doing that.